Written by Bianca Ambrose
I remember when my Lord summoned me to His secret place, my infinite Lord wanted to speak to me. Me this old vile and impure being.
My Father Son and Holy Ghost, stoop to talk to this pile of dust.
It was the most wonderful than all encounters I had ever had.
God himself broke His silence to give to me the best news this filthy lost soul ever had.
God in Christ bringing me unto Himself, not looking at my faults and all my errors even though my sins were as scarlet.
He said they shall be white as snow, though they are as red as crimson they shall be like wool.
He said come unto me Bianca, you are heavy and laden and I will give you rest. Words that I have heard as a child growing up, compel by my grand parents to read on a Sunday from a book I thought only told good stories.
As I called upon the Lord in my distress one day. He open my spiritual ears that I may hear, as He whispered! I hear you my child from my temple your voice came into my ear.
He said take of me Bianca for I am the living water, you will never thirst take my promises and plead them as you go to that secret place, I have been with you always and now even unto the end. I will never leave you nor forsake you. I shall supply all your needs.
He said, I am forgiving and no more will He remember. He said to my soul, this gift I am giving you is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weakness.
Therefore I will proclaim to all, I will boast all the more of my weaknesses so that my Lord Jesus Christ power may rest on me.
I proclaim to the world in which I live, it is by grace that I have been saved through faith and this is not from myself, it is a gift of God my Father which are in heaven.
My friends He is the mightiest and the kindest.
Now as I see things differently thru the eyes of God, His word the bible in the passage of Jeremiah 18:4 says that the potter sometimes has to break the pot in order to reshape it. I saw the passage where God led Jeremiah to a potters workshop to show Jeremiah how He sometimes works with His people
I saw myself as this vessel He made that did not turn out as he had hoped, so he crushed it into a lump of clay again and started over. He was shaping me.
I then personally found out that God loves sinners. He loves everyone. Instead of being angry at those who are in bondage, He’s angry at those who are causing the bondage.
If you know me, you’ll know I kicked and screamed but I did cry out, Oh Jesus You are present with me, Jesus your love for me have cause you to experienced death, in order to save my life.
Bianca ! He said, Healthy people don’t need a doctor sick people do.
Then he added, Now go and learn the meaning of this Scripture: ‘I want you to show mercy, not offer sacrifices.
Jesus was saying, if you think you’re righteous, then you won’t respond to My call to be saved. You don’t need a savior. And I didn’t think I needed one.
If you know you need a savior, I AM the Lord God, I can save you. He can and He will. But I had to truly rely on Him.
Salvation is a decision. But going into the Kingdom of God required a wholehearted commitment and a complete change in my ways, my choices and my lifestyle.
He said let Me arise and your enemies will be scattered. If I am on your side, who dare to be against you, who dare to be your enemy?
So now until He calls me home.